Nov 5, 2015

This can't be real...

It's only been 24 hours since she left and already I'm starting to go insane... deep inside of me strongly refuses to accept this. It wants to believe it's just a horrible dream that has gone long enough...

This is my thought process right now.
This is just a dream... right? Just one long horrible dream... I'm gonna wake up at some point and gonna see her again... nothing has changed... she didn't leave... just going offline for a few days... that's it... just gonna see if i'll be strong enough without her...
I feel empty... I don't feel like myself anymore... my thoughts are skewed.

I don't know how much of this sudden emptiness I can take... I don't know how I'll be able to recover from it... I want to wake up now... I want to wake up..... please... I don't want this to be real..... This can't be real!

Please... come back..... don't leave me...

...I'm scared.

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