Entry 8

An extension to this post in "what would you consider your 'theme song'?" (2nd post on page 7)

When it comes to PvP in games, mainly duels and battles, I can get out of hand, stubborn, and unreasonable if I'm in that state for too long. Let's just say I can feel like an uncontrollable monster if provoked too much.

Don't really enjoy bringing out the monster in me either... if it's out too long, it'll do a lot of damage that can't be repaired; usually socially and at times mentally. Once it's out and done making a rampage, I'll need time and space to myself, a few hours to a day, to cool down and lock it up again. I can be stubborn and unreasonable in that state, so be wary. I can be a sore loser or a sore winner, depending on a few variables. (Only applies to physical fighting in games, thankfully.)

When it comes to gaming, here's my priorties.

High

• Having Fun.
• Meeting new people.
• No overdone fan-service/fan-base material in a game alone, a little is fine enough for me. (Antilia and Mabinogi, in some sense, so far meets that.)
• Be Helpful and Useful.
• Be a back-up for someone who is training in case things go wrong for them.

Low

• Proving I have better skill and power compared to other players.
• PvP (unless for fun or sparing with friends and those I respect, which is uncommon for me; mainly combat style of PvP).
• Be Elite, No. 1, top player, etc. That's overrated and not the true purpose of gaming.
• Pop-culture (minimum and if it at least relates to the game somehow is fine).
• Money-grabbing gimmicks.

What are your priorties in gaming?